[About all of this. About 'wanting' him, about helping with his strange and unpredictable abilities, about helping him surpass Rin... all of it.
No one has ever wanted him. Everyone has always had someone better than him. He's never been the best choice for anyone... he's always just someone's last resort.
If he could be Lucifer's first choice... if he was seen as actually important...]
How am I proof of that? I kill demons. It's my duty as an exorcist. I have to destroy those which can't comprehend emotions.
Besides... telling me you don't feel love just proves you're lying. I'm not 'favourtable' to you. You don't feel anything towards me.
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[About all of this. About 'wanting' him, about helping with his strange and unpredictable abilities, about helping him surpass Rin... all of it.
No one has ever wanted him. Everyone has always had someone better than him. He's never been the best choice for anyone... he's always just someone's last resort.
If he could be Lucifer's first choice... if he was seen as actually important...]
How am I proof of that? I kill demons. It's my duty as an exorcist. I have to destroy those which can't comprehend emotions.
Besides... telling me you don't feel love just proves you're lying. I'm not 'favourtable' to you. You don't feel anything towards me.